I think… I THINK… I am quitting my job tomorrow. Who’s to say my mind won’t change overnight, right? But given that they will be serving me another NTE and the likely consequences, I think it is now time to move on. The future is bleak though. Now, more than ever, I am hoping that the UK Visa will be granted. At least I have a fall back plan. Otherwise, I don’t know what to do. They say things come in three’s. (After finally putting this on “paper”) I would like to think of this moving on as a blessing. And then there’s my graduation. And then finally, the UK Visa! Yes, please.
Although I fear the realization of abovementioned. My God is a punishing God. During this season of holiness and sacrifice, I have not shown him any reverence. It mostly just stems through my apathy and the unreasonable rebellion against my parents wishes to see me in church. Is my God a forgiving God? I would like to think so. But would going to church and saying a prayer be enough to earn his forgiveness? I think, more than anything, I should spend more time thinking about this than all my future travel plans.
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