Should I or Shouldn’t I

I’m glad I finally found the time to talk to my dad tonight. I told him that if we get that US Visa, I’m quitting my job and going with them to the States for a while. And he was okay with it. Yes!

See, remember that “judgment day” I was dreading a couple of months back? Well, it finally caught up on me and I was served with a 10-day suspension from consistent tardiness yesterday. But my boss who can’t seem to function without me (chos) decided to break it down to 2 days a week – midweek. Such an evil bitch. She obviously didn’t want me to have extended weekends. Boo. Anyway, I’ll be on suspension for the entire month of July beginning next week, so I will finally be able to do my errands! My driver’s license have been expired for almost 2 years now, I need to get a new one so I will, yay!

But but but, the most immediate problem for me is that I will be going on leave on Tuesday – I was planning to declare it as a sick leave. But then I’m suspended on Wednesday and Thursday sooooo…. the boss won’t have me for 3 days! Ooops. I was thinking if I should open up to her about it and exchange my suspension for Tuesday and Wednesday. Would she bite it? Hmmm. I don’t think so. I’ll just declare it as a sick leave then. Bahala na si Batman!

Lord… just please please please let me have this interview :/

Irrationality

They say that things always look brighter in the morning. And I do believe that. But I also believe that it’s better to lay your troubles on the table before going to sleep.

I hate nightmares. I’ve been having nightmares recently. I think I’ll have one again tonight. This day has been expected unexpectedly.

I’ll take this one with a grain of salt. I’m crossing my fingers that things will work out for the better.

Just Because

Hello. This is going to be a happy post just because I spent all day in bed and I had pizza for dinner.

Our dogs turned 2 weeks old yesterday! It seems like they’ve been with us forever! It’s so exciting to finally see them open their eyes and try walking around. They are the cutest pups!

Plus S & R recently opened in Davao. As expected, my parents wasted no time to go there. Hence, our overflowing fridge! So happiness indeed.

One Way or Another

For some reasons, I’m just feeling “off” tonight. It’s not totally negative, but it feels weird. Being “off”. I can’t even figure out what’s wrong with me. I’m just super restless tonight.

My hands were itching earlier. I wanted to do something and I had so many thoughts running in my head. I thought it was because I wanted to get out a pen and paper and write down whatever randomness I concoct. But when I had the pen in hand, I didn’t know what to do with it. So I just started doodling. But then it wasn’t enough. I don’t know what to draw or sketch so I didn’t. It’s crazy!!!

But it doesn’t end there. Presenting tonight’s theme song:

Because I’m too cool for mainstream One Direction. LOL.

I think the song is apt for me tonight. I’m in a “rock and roll” alcohol and drugs mood.