This had been an interesting day. I woke up this morning thinking I’d get the sack since we’re doing an org restructuring. Little did I know I’d be in line for a promotion.And I’m not even sure what to feel about it. I don’t think everyone trusts that I can do a job at least as good as what M does right now. I don’t even think people think I can do it. I don’t know… I’m just not the aggressive energetic type that’s suitable for the job. I’m not quick on my feet and I am basically just a tired mess walking around. In some ways, I hoped they’d just make my position redundant and give me the severance package. I actually need the change of scenery.
But I really still can’t get over the meeting this afternoon. I wasn’t expecting to be called to the boss’ office regarding the changes. So when I went in, it came as a shock. Mostly also because I was thinking that they’d fire, and I was somewhat emotionally ready for that. But when I was told that my job is there, and I’ll still be there… I honestly didn’t know what to say. In fact, my brain wasn’t functioning properly then. Plus the boss’ eyes were so pretty, I got distracted. LOL typical girl. Theme song when I went out with my job intact is the title. Oh well.
