It's been a while. I guess I haven't been feeling insane for the past three months so I haven't been back until now. See, I'm bothered about a lot of things lately.
On Work
I know I said I'll quit my current job this month. But I haven't done it yet. I haven't even made a resignation letter although I've been letting people on on how I was really gonna leave as soon as I can. But despite my feelings of despair about where I am right now, I have to be practical. I have debts above my head, I have an impending trip abroad, and I have a lot of others things going around me - particularly, not having any jobs lined up yet. And I'm seriously considering taking up my masterals. Everything needs money, and if I quit my job now, I won't have any left to fund my self-destructing life. There are days I just want to kill myself and be done with it, but we can't have that can we? One less beautiful girl in the world will be a tragedy. lol
On Friends
I hate it that I care so much about my friends. There is this one in particular. He doesn't answer texts, he doesn't answer calls. But when he does text or call, he expects everyone to pick up after him and save him from whatever mess he's at. I love him dearly, but my patience is getting to its limit. I don't want to care anymore, but I just can't do it. And my obsessive-compulsive tendencies to be a control freak is fraying my nerves to tiny shreds. I guess I'll die anyway.
On Expenses
I should just shred my credit cards. They'll be the death of me, I tell you.
