I just got back from a friend’s party. Ugh. Got bored. I was with a friend from HS/College – there were only the 2 of us together. And we were like… really bored. Haha. Just wanted to say that. We went home early. We spent about a couple of hours at the party. Oh well. Next time? Maybe or maybe not.
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Some twisted part of me is very happy that other people find her repulsive as well. And that said, I would like to change the way I act towards other people. I will be nicer. Hear, hear.
“The road to hell is paved with good intentions.”
Right now, I’ll be selfish and be protective of my position. I have been very kind for the longest time. But damn it. I hate it that I be put in the hot seat because of conflicting instructions from my bosses! Oh well.
I’ve learned my lesson. And I shall move on and become a stronger person.
Fight!
I am perpetually waiting. How many times have I wasted a whole day just waiting for so many nonsense in the workplace? Honestly, I’d rather make people wait, than wait for them myself. However, that almost never happen. Even if I make myself late deliberately. GAH. Not a nice feeling at all.
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So yeah. I wanna quit. But I still have so many bills to pay and so many trips to take. SAVE SAVE SAVE.
If you know any job opening out there that pays well, do tell. I wanna get out of Davao already.
The hardest thing in the world is to say goodbye. Especially when you know that it had been a fruitful experience. Thoughts like “where did I go wrong?” and “if I could only have done that, then we wouldn’t have come to this” and so many other excuses we give. I’m now realizing that somehow, goodbyes sometimes equate to failures. But they are so final ~ at least they are for me. When one thing ends, there is definitely no guarantee if it’s coming back. When you have to say goodbye to people because of death, there is nothing else you can do but wait for your turn. If you say goodbye to something, say a laptop because it finally crashed on you, when it dies and another laptop replaces it, it’s still not the same. Because you can never get back the experience, the feelings you’ve had with that other thing that you’ve said goodbye to.
So yeah. My point is that goodbyes are hard. They’re gut-wrenching, heart-bursting, and mind-blowing hard.
